Comment by Frances Mary on August 8, 2012 at 8:12am

hi Bev,

I have poor reading comprehension.  My SAT scores were all good except that area.  I have always had to experience something to really understand it.  Even then I am not the sharpest tool in the tool box with my own experiences.  Is there more to this that I could read I noticed you said this was a 'brief'.

love,

Fran

Comment by Frances Mary on August 8, 2012 at 7:12pm

I hope my response didn't come across as nonchalant, I just need to read more to really have an opinion.

love,

Fran

Comment by Beverley Gilmour on August 12, 2012 at 1:55am

Fran,

Thank you for your patience in waiting for my reply. Please be assured, your response did not indicate you were being stand-offish. I understand your need to personally live the experience, before being able to completely understand the explanation from a third person.  The Medical Study, “Science and Spiritualism Combine,” [as predicted by Nostradamus] is a truly fascinating exploration study. Here we are as a family on nde-space, un-locking the secrets of spirit and presenting in scientific language, a logical code that proves the afterlife exists. Although, you asked if there is more of the study to read, I thought it might be more enjoyable for you, if I attempted to answer your comment, using the principles of the study.  

In describing your Buffalo man as a beast, I suspect you already know his spirit was of the darkness, hence the reason why these particular spiritual dreams caused you to be afraid.

The Medical Study explains how the physical mind acts as ‘the parent role,’ and how, throughout our physical life we are constantly, [24/7] teaching our spirit the truth of our love. Many people have a tendency to believe, ‘the truth of love’ is represented exclusively by a religion, and if you do not follow and value a traditional religion; you will be eternally lost to the truth; however, this is not how it is. The truth of love is represented by each and every one of us as individuals; every single ‘physical thought’ we produce within our physical mind is teaching our spiritual mind the truth of our love.  The human spirit is the actual heart of man, [the human spirit represents all our emotion] in thus, the human spirit is every single aspect of our love.

The actually ‘truth’ of our love is how we actually ‘live’ everyday of our physical lives, in synchronization to the ‘thoughts’ we produce within our physical minds.  Therefore, if you are a devoted catholic within your physical thoughts, then you must live every single day of your life, being completely true to the teachings of the Catholic Church. In being a devoted catholic; you cannot live your life accepting only the rules of the church that you personally like. For example: If you chose to follow the catholic faith then you must live your live accepting both the rules of ‘mass’ and the rules of ‘confession’ equally, and this is the same for every other religion known to man.

Now you may be thinking, ‘so if I live every day of my entire physical life being ‘true’ to my own thoughts; what then happens to me once my physical life is over?’  The ‘end’ of your physical life is the ‘birth’ of your spirit into eternal life. Now you no longer have the physical mind, which has the ability to produce the ‘thoughts’ that rationalized your actions in free-will. Your spirit at her birth is ‘every single aspect of the love’ you have taught yourself when you had free-will.

It is now time for your spirit, [your love] to be taught of Gods truth; his love for you: And as you no longer have the physical mind, [the parent/teacher] Christ now becomes the teacher to your spirit and your spirit begins a journey with him in which Jesus shows you the truth of your love. If you have been a devoted catholic throughout your physical life; your spirit only knows love for God through the catholic faith. If however, you had accepted the catholic faith as it is taught by the Church but decided to practice one rule and not the other, Jesus will ask of your spirit, ‘why is this, the truth of your love?’

To give you an example: In one particular nde, when Christ carried my spirit into the afterlife. My spirit stood amongst the clouds facing Jesus. Jesus began raising His open arms slowly upwards, as He continued to raise His arms upwards; my spirit saw a cloud of thick smoke, following up behind the trail of His open arms.  Then I heard Him speak the words, “Is this your Paradise?” Then far behind Him to His right side; my spirit saw a lake of black tar, and inside the lake, my spirit saw the figures of other spirits covered in the black tar; they were all desperately trying to stand-up and get out of the lake but the black tar was so thick; they could not free themselves of it. Then my spirit noticed, I could no longer see Jesus, for the cloud of thick smoke was now surrounding my spirit and I was unable to see through it. In this nde, Christ was teaching me the truth of my love. I was a smoker, and I did not realise at the time, in being a smoker, I was teaching my own spirit that cigarettes were an aspect of my love, and therefore my spirit would want to continue smoking within the afterlife. Naturally, this is not permitted in the kingdom of God and so, my spirit would not progress until my spirit recognized this truth of my love is not of Gods truth, [his love for His children].

I can recall, after this particular teaching of Christ. I encountered a catholic priest, and I noticed he was a chain-smoker. I told the priest of the teaching of Christ and the priest simply smiled at me and said, “Now why would God wish to deny us of the simple pleasure in life?”

But if you think about it logically; if we had been alive at the crucifixion of Christ; would we have stood at the foot of the cross and lit up at cigarette to smoke it in front of Jesus? I would hope we will all answer ‘no’ to that question. Yet in being a smoker within our physical lives; we are actually teaching our spirit’s to desire cigarettes as part of our love.

Another way to look at it, using the cigarette example: You have a 2-year-old son; you have been teaching him how to walk. He takes his first few steps and you react by singing his praise and telling him how much you love him. He is learning to begin associating ‘love’ with your happy face and the tone in your voice. Now would you put a cigarette in the mouth of a 2-year-old? Light it for him and teach him how to inhale? The answer is obviously going to be ‘no’ but this is exactly what ‘we are’ doing to our spirit’s  every-time we have a cigarette.

In going back to your Buffalo man; there are only two attributes spirit features. The birth of your spirit will either birth a spirit of love and in this, be of a great beauty in appearance or the birth of your spirit will awaken the demons of your own creation, [by the physical mind producing ‘thoughts of hate’ within the physical life].  The demon will then infest your spirit with its plague and your spirit will take on the ugly ‘appearance’ of your own evil. [Re: The dancing demons of the evil mind] The greater the thoughts of evil are; the bigger and stronger the demons are. These snarling demons torment the host by jumping up and down upon the shoulders of your spirit.

Each time a demon lands down upon the shoulders of your spirit; it opens its mouth wide exposing its sharp fangs and bites into the shoulder of your spirit, and your spirit cries out in sheer terror and suffering: And as with the smoking; your spirit hosting its demons will come to be asked by Jesus, “Is this your paradise?”  

There is no middle-road; you will come to either birth a spirit of love or a spirit of evil.  In seeing Buffalo man as a beast, this was an evil spirit. I read in your comment that you have given some thought as to its identity and the reason for why it appeared in your spiritual dreams. However, the common mistake many of us make in attempting to establish reason and cause, is to explain it away by suggesting it was simply drawn to your light, [the light surrounding your spirit]. Children whose higher [third] consciousness is opened have all forms of reoccurring spiritual encounters; each experience is just a small part of a much bigger picture; similar to being a single jigsaw piece of the whole puzzle.  

If your encounters with Buffalo man had transpired, as a result of his spirit being drawn unintentionally to your light; his spirit would have been of a constant, [one after the other] presence in your spiritual dreams. The evil spirit knows hate and anger. His spirit wouldn't have just appeared in ‘some dreams.’ His spirit would have after finding you, wanted to inflict a continuous torment into your physical life; regardless of your age.  

The fact, that you have had so many more spiritual experiences that follow a familiar formation [and still having] represent the other single jigsaw pieces of the whole puzzle; such as the multiple conversations, and the sensation of having a television show transmitting in your head, clearly signifies you have been given all the spiritual guidance  to become an exceptional successful   ‘Spiritualist of the Spiritual mind,’ should you choose to follow the path that has been presented to you within your life.

In my nde’s, I encountered the spirit of the evil mind; a monstrousness evil of such extreme wickedness and horrific ugliness that my spirit did not even wish to look upon it. My spirit however, is being carried by Christ in Spirit and Jesus commanded my spirit to look upon the hideous creature, and so I had no choice but to obey the command of Christ. Then Jesus commanded my spirit to speak out the Lord’s Prayer and I obeyed. In following the instructions of Christ, I did then see that the evil coward away for it feared the name of God, the word of God, as with the presence of God: And so, I knew to trust God with my life.

I have lived my life, sensing I was caught-up in the middle of a great war within the heavens between good and bad, and I was afraid. Still, I knew to trust God with my life. I have witnessed the victory of Christ over the beast out of the sea and the beast out of the earth, and I was afraid. Still, I knew to trust God with my life. I have approached the front door, honouring the mark of an up-side down cross, I have entered the liar of its evil, and I was afraid. Still, I knew to trust God with my life.

In this, the encounters you had with Buffalo man were in principal, just a single jigsaw piece of the whole puzzle. At a young age you learnt the most incredible knowledge. You discovered the harsh reality that evil does indeed exist within spirit. And then you discovered the magnificent power of God.

In being shown the evil, you found the love. In praying to God, he answered your prayers and sent the Buffalo man away.

I think that is truly a wonderful story of love. 

Be Your Heart

Bev, 

Comment by Frances Mary on August 12, 2012 at 12:42pm

You are very interesting Beverly.  Alot of things you said have hit home.  I'm a smoker as well.  I know that I smoke to stop me from thinking, feeling, etc.  I smoke to zone out and not listen to the reality of what I'm doing compared to what I should be doing.  I have always sought in life to be peaceful yet I have felt confused, unsure how to create that for myself and others.  I think that being born and seeing spirits was something I resented.  I wanted to be like everyone else who could  lie, cheat, be "not perfect" and live a much more carefree life.  I was a happy child but a very serious one. 

As I've gotten older and forgiven myself for the stumbles we all make in life I am reflecting on what happened as more a gift, than a curse as I used to.  I talk to my mother alot these days about what happened to her and me and my aunt Etna.  My aunt dreamt of her death and told my mother that if their father didn't stop his political actions that she'd die.  That the angels told her this.  I have wondered why that was so.  I then reflect on why a child would grow up seeing a beast all the time.  What sin or attraction could it have had with me?  I felt protected always, even when around it, but I knew that it sought my attention and not so much to frighten me because it was always just watching, no growling nothing like what's on tv.  It made me feel it wanted to draw me toward it.  Like it wanted to use me.   This was my impression.  Prayer and "being fed up" is what sent it away.  I felt done with it all.  It's a very weird way to grow up.  After it left I celebrated and played and joined in carefree with my friends and eagerly forgot about it. 

So my question is.  Why would Etna be taken because of her father's actions?  Why would I, be born with this beast watching me?

Thanks this is the best therapy I've had with this.  Appreciate your time and thoughts.

love,

Fran

Comment by Beverley Gilmour on August 13, 2012 at 2:48am

My Dear Fran,

There is so much beauty and wisdom in your spirit, [your heart]. In the light of your unsettled physical childhood; you have grown into your adulthood, teaching your own child within you, commendably.

I can truly associate with how you have been feeling, in being a student of the spiritual intervention.

I was only 21 year-old when my ‘tutelage’ began in 1987. I was terrified, I sought answers from anyone I could find; who I thought would be able to bring me the peace, I so desperately wanted. I felt, I was a freak of nature, no-one could understand the seriousness of my nde’s.  So often, I too just wanted it all to go away; to be allowed to live a normal life to be like everyone else. My friends would call on me, and as girls do, we would talk together, gossip about cute guys and reveal hidden secrets. Only I couldn't maintain the friendly coffee mornings and the girl’s nights out; when the conversations turns to light-hearted issues of intimate secrets or wishful thinking. The moment sex came into the conversation; I would feel as if my head was exploding. My higher [third] consciousness had been opened, I was unmasked to this new world of the spirit and no matter how hard I tried to fit in and be ‘normal,’ it wasn't allowed. I knew it was improper to expose even the most innocent of normal female desires before Christ in Spirit. So often, I wanted to just go and sit all alone on-top of a high mountain; without a television, without a newspaper. How those normal conversations with my friends burdened me greatly; Jesus is so perfect and beautiful, I did not want him to become aware of the physical longings a woman needs. I knew, I was on a journey with Christ in Spirit teaching my spirit of His sacred love but for so many years; even I did not truly realize His journey of my spirit, was for us all to acquire new understanding of love and save ourselves.

I wanted to be perfect, but this I could not be. I tried so hard and kept failing; how I sobbed my heart out almost every-day at my own weaknesses. Yes, indeed I know how you felt; wanting constantly to be like everyone else who could lie, cheat, judge, and live their wonderful happy-go-lucky lives without ‘thought for others’ and the knowledge of mans’ future. My heart has been broken a million times and more. So many times, I have fallen down in a heap on the floor overcome by being able to feel the physical pain of other peoples, emotional distress. Every person whom I’ve encountered over the past two decades did not enter my life by chance. These people came into my life; for this is how it was meant to be. Each one of them had ‘lost their love;’ living too many years denying their own spirits the truth of their love and their spirits had come to reject the teachings of their own physical minds. Now they could not feel their hearts, their love. Indeed their lives were empty, but not one of them was forsaken by God. In my life, when each one of them was of my company, Jesus made my spirit to become of their reflection, and I in my physical life spoke to their spirits. I heard their spirits whispering to me of the beautiful love they all once had, and this their love, I reflected back to their physical lives; so once again they could feel the true love of their own making within their hearts. Each one of them then began to fall ‘back in love’ with themselves for they could feel a love in me that they recognised. But I remained separate from the healing Jesus bestowed upon them, and not one of them could understand this. So many times, I was attacked and preyed upon as the woman in me did not love them, as a woman loves a man. The expression, “he pressed a self-destruct button” is as it was; for everything they did unto me became the same of their own lives….. I tried to warn them but they would not listen…

If I may, I would like to share with you a verse I came to write in 1996. It is a verse written by my own spirit for the second witness, Trevor Enstone in his physical life as a man. He is known in spirit as ‘The Foolish King’ as you know; Christ is ‘The King of Kings.’ The others whose hearts were lost are referred to from the lines, ‘In time of thought’ – meaning ‘over the years’ and ‘I tended the wounds of Kings mightier than thee’ refers to the others who I then ‘became of their reflection,’ up to the line, ‘these men will stand by me.’

My dear sweet Fran; thank you for having patience with me, and also for allowing me to be able to share my love with you; let us now give your own love, [spirit] peace. We do not need to be in each other’s company to be connected in the spirit. Your mother’s heart, [her spirit, her love] needs some tender loving care, which you can give her. You will be a very successful ‘Spiritualist of the Spiritual mind,’ [in other words – a healer of love]. Remember when you wrote in your first comment, “Later that week Etna came to my mother repeatedly asking my mother to pray for her: My mother said she didn't understand and felt Etna should be praying for her instead.”

What would you say, if I told you?…………. that your mother is reluctant to speak of her nde, and seems broken by it rather than feeling empowered by the experience, as she is sub-consciously feeling the emotion of guilt within her love. She has blamed herself. “If only she had listened to her sister’s warning of her impending death; perhaps she could have prevented it!” But then she didn’t truly believe your aunt, if only she had trusted, she’d never have allowed them to go near water. This type of emotional crisis, [embedded in the emotion of grief] is enough to make anyone dull and serious. She needs to start trusting herself again, and to know deep in her heart, [her spirit, her love] it was not her fault.  Your mother might not admit this straight away, as it has been many years – but let’s think about it logically. How would you, [or anyone of us] “if you had a sister and she told you she was going to die, just before her death?” What a terrible burden to carry around on your shoulders…. all your life.

To help you find peace to your question, “Why would Etna be taken because of her father’s actions?”

What would you say, if I told you?…………. that this would not happen. Spirit doesn't take the life of a child to punish the father, [and bad spirit just hasn't got that power]. In mentioning that your aunt visited your mother repeatedly, asking your mother to pray for her. I'm afraid, the only logical explanation is, “your aunt, [in the innocence of her youth] told a ‘lie’ about what the Angels told her. The Angels may have come to her, and yes told her of the future…. but it is so easy to add onto a story, or even believe in herself it is the reason to explain why she is going to die…. but it is not easy for a spirit to leave the presence of Jesus. Her spirit would have desperately wanted to change something, she’d done in the past…. in the name of love, during her journey with Christ in spirit.

And you did say, “Later that week Etna came to my mother repeatedly asking my mother to pray for her:  My mother said she didn't understand and felt Etna should be praying for her instead.” If your mother blamed herself for her sister’s death; then naturally, your mother would not understand and would indeed be thinking that Etna should be praying for her instead and if Etna had lied about the Angels message – then your aunt’s spirit would be allowed to visit your mother to ask her for forgiveness by asking your mother to pray for her. For Jesus would have shown your aunt’s spirit of the heavy sadness, her untruth was going to cause her love, [her sister – your aunt loved your mother] for many, many years to come …….

To help you find peace to your question, “Why would I, be born with this beast watching me?”

What would you say, if I told you?…………. that you must never, never think as a child you had an attraction or had sinned to such a degree; you would suffer the plague of an evil spirit’s hate. That can-not come about my dear. It is not easy for anyone to live the life you have lived, but now it is time for you to find that ‘final peace’ you have wanted for such a long time. Take a step back and look at your memories of Buffalo man again. But this time do not question the reason for his presence, allow yourself to be silent and speak from your spiritual mind; your higher [third] consciousness. Put yourself into a white room, [I have the instructions in which you can teach yourself to connect with your own spirit, if you want me to send you them]. Tell yourself ‘this is your white room. It is a place of peace,’ and absorb all your spirit’s beautiful/positive energies of love.

See a white table and on the table there is a ‘white rose.’ Take the white rose and then visualize a film projector with a roll of film on it and a white screen. Turn the projector on, and with all your courage and strength that I know you have; allow your memories of Buffalo man project out onto the screen. When you see it looking at you, hold out the white rose and smile at it. See yourself, holding out the white rose to Buffalo man appear on the screen. It is important to keep smiling and telling him to be at peace for now you understand. Allow his spirit to take the white rose out of your hand, [of your image on the screen]. Once he has done this on the screen – look at your hand [as you are in the white room – not the screen] and see the white rose has gone from it.  Look back up at the screen and see Buffalo man is still holding your white rose. Then finally, ask Buffalo man to show you his love. Smile and be at peace for the love. [The reason we are doing this via a film projector is because you need to keep his presence ‘confined’ to the roll of film - and not in your white room].

We all have to witness that evil spirit dose exist. It is part of our edification. It is difficult, I know, scary and not wanted but it is one of the first teachings of your higher [third] consciousness being opened. There are thousands of people all over the world who have had experiences to be guided in becoming a Spiritualist of the Spiritual mind, [it’s the same as being a heart specialist and psychiatrist rolled into one]. Man is going to evolve. They will learn how to open their own higher [third] consciousness and communicate with their own spirits. Imagine how powerful this will prove; man learning how to cure ‘pain in love.’ But we must never lose sight of who has given us this knowledge of love, Christ Our Lord is the teacher. We must remain at all times of the greatest and I mean of the greatest respect for God. There will indeed still be bad spirit amongst us, and Fran my dear, God was just showing you the reality of its existence, to protect you as you now start a new life and forevermore.

My greatest sadness and still very much an aching emotional pain is of mans’ future that Christ permitted me to see. Man is so consumed with hate and pain, so very, very aggressive and self-destructive. God has now given man the knowledge of spiritual love, so we may rectify the damage we have done to our own hearts and to the hearts of others. It is true; man will evolve by this Spiritual Intervention [2012]. We have not been forsaken. But there are still so many amongst us, who do not wish for eternal life as they will not bring themselves to believe in God. We must start to pay attention now …. And give everyone a chance to find His light.

When I entered the house with the up-side down cross on its door, I was shown of mans’ future. Man will empty the streets of life from this world first for ‘want’ of hate and anger in an act of revenge for they have not been permitted to reside with Christ upon the New-Earth. The New-Earth is His Earth.

In a Letter addressed to the Church:

St Annes Our Lady Star of the Sea: Lytham St Annes: [Opening para – copied word to word as instructed by Christ in Spirit].

1] I allowed others to speak these devils of you and so Lord Jesus turned my thoughts to them. [Beverley Gilmour]  2] I allowed others to speak these devils of you and so Lord Jesus turned my thoughts to them. [Trevor Enstone]  3] There shall be no Atom Bomb for His Earth.  4] It is written in the Lord’s Prayer – ‘Your kingdom come. Your will be done. On earth as it is in heaven.’

Can you imagine the incredible spiritual energy that is going to sweep the lands of the world-wide globe; the dynamic force of love  that will be created by the heart of man when man discovery’s we have not been forsaken?  The Spiritual Intervention is for all of us Fran. The energy of love will be so powerful, [this is the love of billions of people] so incredible electrifying. We will be able to feel and see the intensity of our love.

Be Your Heart

Bev

Love be with you always….. 

Comment by Beverley Gilmour on August 13, 2012 at 2:50am

The Foolish King

I played the Game

The Foolish King and I became of great Battle

Of The War within thyself

Not the First to fall by his hand

In glory and triumph, I be the last

 

Dare the Foolish King still Battle?

With the King who stands each time He falls

 

You cannot destroy my life till gone

To War with I

Will bring your Life own destruction

I rose and saw thy Heart

To lay my Trust in Love that did not lie

 

Your game you could not play

Without my secrets

I gave you only my weakness to thought

For my secrets were told to thy Heart, thy Spirit

 

My secrets were safe with thee, thy friend

The Foolish King

For the Blind Man with sight

Listened not to his own Heart

The silent beat yearning for Peace

 

You created my destruction

Fall to your knees, Foolish King

I am your Reflection

The mirror Image of your Heart

Gaze my friend into the Glass of Truth

There within our hands, we hold the Key

The Key of Wisdom that brings us peace

In your game, you did not foresee

The Mystery

 

The Foolish King fell

When he stood to Challenge

The King of Kings

I was but the woman

Who bathe the flesh of Man

To take from him, his pain

 

Bring foolish thoughts

To carry now Wisdom

For within the Battle

The wounded are many

To Heal the Heart

I touched my hand to the flesh

In the War against the enemy

 

You created my destruction

To destroy your enemy

But I am not here, my friend

In the glass of truth that mists with lies

 

In time of thought

I tended the wounds of Kings mighty than thee

The King of Kings

Came to create a King in me

In his name of Neptune

The Roman God of the Sea

To restore the faith in one Man’s wounded belief

This Man will stand by me

 

Then came the others who stood the Warriors fight

These Men will stand by me

 

Be of Glory in your Victory

As you fall

In thy own destruction

Your enemy was thee.

Comment by Frances Mary on August 13, 2012 at 8:18am

I will read and reread your post many times.  You are very peaceful Bev.  I like all you wrote and I agree something is not right in the story of Etna.  My mother has extreme guilt about Etna.  It's consumed her life.  I talk with her alot and I think it is helping.  I love her but need to show her more.  Thanks for the reminder. 

You've given me peace.  Hopefully I can share it with others as well as you do.

You wrote  [I have the instructions in which you can teach yourself to connect with your own spirit, if you want me to send you them].

 

Please send them I would like them Bev.

 

love,

Fran

Comment by Beverley Gilmour on August 14, 2012 at 10:42pm

My Dear Fran,

I am truly grateful to the love that has allowed us to hear each other's hearts. 

Please give me till the weekend, to send you the instructions. I promise, I will.

Be Your Heart

Love

Bev

Comment by Beverley Gilmour on September 6, 2012 at 10:23am

Hi Fran,

Please accept my apology for not contacting you sooner. I am away in america until the 21st /22nd September.

Love

Bev

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Comment by Frances Mary on September 6, 2012 at 10:31am

No worries Bev, I haven't been on much myself lately.  Hope all is well.

Fran

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